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a blank page opens up to me. a page that still hasn't born the weight of your name, or my words about us, or the ink my blood makes when these thoughts hurt.


it's become less blank, less virgin, more tainted. i ruined it, knowingly. because i bear a tumor that i need to pour somewhere. and this little white innocent thing is collateral damage. 


we've become so tainted, so dirtied. so bad and so good. so evil, so starved for soul food, for heart solace, so lost and so repentant. the page might have been blank one day, but that was long ago and now it's a scroll. now it holds what eyes can read and hearts can feel and that's miles better than virgin white to me. it may not be as pure but it has things to tell and things to leave untold. 


i close another page filled with my words. i keep making promises of forgetting your mention, forgetting you. but i keep forgetting, that without you, my muse, i have no reason to write. you made my heart swell with a happiness pill and then you slashed through it. and so i write and keep writing till my blood-ink runs dry. till i tire of writing you. 


mirror mirror on the wall, who's the dirtiest of them all?

  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: Sputnik
  • Reading: An ethnography of wallstreet
  • Watching: i don't do TV

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Azza-Magena
Azza
Lebanon
Current Residence: Lebanon
Favourite genre of music: Rock and Alternative and most of their derivations
Favourite style of art: suggestive art
MP3 player of choice: walkman
Wallpaper of choice: Something i yanked out of DA
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MidnightWabbit Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Azza Magena! Bunny-Emoji-11-(Emoji-Drum-Roll) 
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Azza-Magena Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013
haha!
what's up rabbit?
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MidnightWabbit Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Eh, nothing really. Just felt like we haven't talked much lately. Writing anything new? Painting any pictures? Have you traveled the world in a hot balloon yet?
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Azza-Magena Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013
i've written lots of things, but i'm not publishing anything... only one sad portrait is my excuse of "painting pictures". and yes actually i did travel, to greece incidentally, but in a regular plane, no fancy hot air ballon =/
what about you? miss my melancholic texts? where have you been traveling to?
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MidnightWabbit Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yo Azza, I went and created a new profile so.... just to sort of leave behind my online identity and stuff.
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Azza-Magena Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013
oh! i was wondering where you disappeared to!
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MidnightWabbit Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yup, I just changed my internet provider and whatnot. Dicing potatoes.
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MidnightRabbit13 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2013
Well, Happy Bithday!!! :) I wish I could add something spectacular in this box or something, but my well wishes will have to do.
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Azza-Magena Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2013
haha thank you!
your wishes alone are spectacular! ^^
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MidnightRabbit13 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013
:)
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